Email to a friend...
Coupla thots... I think it's admirable that you hate to hurt anyone's feelings. It's evident from her unwillingness to communicate with you anymore that her feelings were hurt pretty bad, and it makes me glad to know that you feel regret for that. It's what a real human being, in my opinion, is supposed to feel. I'm sad though, that you cannot realize your hopes and dreams of being with her. It hurts like hell when our options are taken away from us; only they aren't taken away are they? That's victim thinking at it's best. We behave in a manner, make choices based on our own selfish desires, that ultimately result in those options turning their backs on us. I was speaking to a friend of mine yesterday about this very thing regarding being in a relationship with a person again; which at this point in time I see, feel, have no desire for. We were bandying about the philosophy of how anxiety affects our abilities to relate to others. I have suffere...